"The state I am in."

 "The state I am in."

by:

Virgilio F. De leon Jr.MD

I

Scattered energy you said to me

Expanding in patches, reaching nothingness

Seeing but not seeing

where I was supposed to be

II

I read that I must let go

of who I am at the present

To be be what I am meant to be

Nobody knows of this fear in me

III

Pretending that I am on the top

While inside anguishing with indecisions

Struggling with the pressure of the unseen

Accepting the fate that was handed to me

IV

Scattered energy bursting at nowhere

At the place where it is not needed

Seeking the places for it's final fortune

Still seeking still seeking

Quezon City. Feb 20 , 2023. 10:29pm