"The state I am in."
by:
Virgilio F. De leon Jr.MD
I
Scattered energy you said to me
Expanding in patches, reaching nothingness
Seeing but not seeing
where I was supposed to be
II
I read that I must let go
of who I am at the present
To be be what I am meant to be
Nobody knows of this fear in me
III
Pretending that I am on the top
While inside anguishing with indecisions
Struggling with the pressure of the unseen
Accepting the fate that was handed to me
IV
Scattered energy bursting at nowhere
At the place where it is not needed
Seeking the places for it's final fortune
Still seeking still seeking
Quezon City. Feb 20 , 2023. 10:29pm