Friday, July 30, 2021

"The Gremlins In My Car"

"The Gremlins In My Car"

by:

Virgilio F. De leon Jr.MD

My car has been with me for over 2 decades and it has an engine that never quits. It has been fixed so many times and have survived so many things. Lately I have been hearing sounds from it. I attribute this to it's advancing age.

It bothers me that I feel that the car has been playing tricks on me as of late.

One  rainy Night I drove to work and with the rains threatening to pour once again I was able to park without a hitch. I was bothered that the window on the driver side did not close properly. It left a gap that might let in water. And so I pressed on the Power window button. The glass went all the way down and as I was trying to push the button to get it back up....it died. The thing would not go up and the motor could be heard but nothing was happening. It started to drizzle lightly.

I had to go and see if I can use pliers to pull up the window. I had none. I was able to talk to one of the Shuttle drivers . named Chrismon to help me. I initially asked if he had a pair of pliers I could borrow but he went over and bought tools to help.

2 guards named Balgos and Carmelo also came buy to help if they can lift the window. We dismantled my driver side door. The whole thing( power window) was still  unresponsive. It took us a good 30 minutes to declare that I will just have to cover it up as I was taking way too much time of these 3 total strangers who had no obligation to help me at all. Balgos gave me a piece of plastic to cover my open window and Chrismon refused to accept that money I was giving him as compensation for wasting his time. So I gave it to the 2 guards for their "Merienda". 

The rain poured and I had to constantly check on the car "Plastic" window every 2 hours so that it would not collapse and not get the seats wet. On one such occasion I noticed that the passenger side window was also slightly open. So I started the car and out of sheer confusion pressed the button to lift the Driver side window...which it did! It closed! The hell? It was dead a couple of hours ago. And now it was working like nothing happened? Needless to say I still brought it to the shop to have it check where it performed perfectly. Even the window on the passenger side that was usually slow in lifting was working like it never had any problems.

The mechanic just wanted me to observe it for now. I believe the car was like a patient who never wanted to show any symptoms because it does not want to get admitted to a hospital. Sigh. I feel like the Gremlins in my Car are playing their nasty tricks on me again.





"Hissing in the Pits"

"Hissing in the Pits"

by:

Virgilio F. De leon Jr.MD


I

 Why do I find my head banging

To that language I cannot understand?

It moves me in my heart

This so called melody that you start.


II

I am screaming the words

Their intent I know all too well

And I hum that anger

with pursed lips that explodes in the air


III

I feel my body moving

without control and I hit others in this pit

Other vipers striking with venom

And hissing out their bloody praise.


IV

Nananananananananananananananana

I look up and see those face believing there is something

Nananananananana , Nanananananana

The song stuck in my head till I hit Nirvana.


Optum. Quezon City. July 31 , 2021 5:40am



"When Planting Seeds"

"When Planting Seeds"

by:

Virgilio F. De leon Jr.MD

I

When One plants goodness

Does not one expect goodness in return?

But the Grayness of our world

Determines the fruit that we will reap.


II

And is it not tiring that kindness

Is replaced with a broken mirror of shame?

That tolerance is brokered and tempered

by those who have ideas that are lame?


III

So Now that it is planting season

I find no Hope to plant

And I know I will reap nothing

but hey you still keep me in the end.


Optum. Quezon City. July 31 2021. 5:34am


"The Nature of My Limits"


"The Nature of My Limits"

by:

Virgilio F. De leon Jr.MD


I

 The Thing about limits

Is that they are there to stop you

They are there because you set them

 To be in a place determined by you

II

But like any step that comes

Right after the other

You place your feet beyond it

And it feels unlike any other


III

When you have stepped through that pain

And seen what was really there

To be more than the mentality you have set

but the possibility of stepping over


IV

Only then will you see

What has been stopping you

Nothing but a figment

Of things that you have sown.


Optum , Quezon City. July 31 , 2021. 5:39am

"The Things I Whisper"

"The Things I Whisper"
by:
Virgilio F. De leon Jr.MD

I
I have often whispered
Maybe this time it will end
And I reach out for the light
Maybe it is just around the bend

II
Yet the light keeps on moving
It slips from my hands
The deadline keeps on skipping
like a frog on hot sands

III
And I only whisper
Those things that I want to hear
It will be over , it will be over
Though none of this is ever clear.

Optum , Quezon City. July 31 ,2021. 4:42am