"Boy Assuming's Soliloquy"

"Boy Assuming's Soliloquy"

by:

Virgilio F. De leon Jr.

I

Do I refuse to see

that she does not want me?

Do I deny my belief 

that I am not the one she seeks?

II

Do I refuse to suffer

in silence if I must

while she decides

even if it is unjust

III

I walk the same path 

and see the same eyes

I am there the whole time

when she becomes undone

IV

It is confusing when she

calls me by name in bed

but we keep on running just in pace

and just stay the same...

V

are we friends?

or maybe something else?

are we getting there?

maybe just not yet...